Clarion is a Memory

Finally i get to take a breath... a short breath, but i will take what i can get. ;o)
I made my last visit to clarion, wow i guess that was 2 wks ago now. Goodness time flies. It was nice, but a little hard. Its the last time I will be back to that campus in a long time. All my friends are graduating or have already graduated. And china is kind of far to come for a weekend vaca.

Anyway, it was hard to say goodbye, as it is every year. This year seem a little more final though. The fact that i am moving to China is slowly sinking in and its a little frightening. Don't get me wrong iam SO extremely excited, but its a HUGE step and the weight of this change and the impact is sinking in. The next few months will be super exciting. So much to do in so little time.

Well, i have to get back to the rush of life... I hope you all are doing well. I am so excited you are sharing this adventure with me. I don't think i could do this alone.

Pre-adventure Adventure

Passport - Check
Tickets - Check
Job - Check
BFF - Check

OK, well i am not quite to China... these are pre-china adventures until july 17th. Its only 3 short months and change away. They will go fast and then China will be staring me in the face.
It is a huge step, but so exciting and frightning! ... to give up ones life, to leave firends, job and family.
But there is nothing i want to do more. I know in my heart this is what i am supposed to be doing. Although this is a little frightening, it is also exciting and i have never had such a peace about such a HUGE decision before in my life. I don't know where i will go after China, all i know is that i want to make a difference and do something practical. I am a hands on type of person and i need to get into the world and get my hands dirty. I want to do something international.

I want to be in the Will.